Queer Writing for a Queer World
Author: David Heulfryn
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Cian asks Louis over to help him. He dresses in work shorts, a T-shirt, and a toolbelt. His Mum chuckles as she sees him. He looks just like his brother. But Cian has an ulterior motive for asking Louis to visit. They were never really friends at school, but Cian wanted something from Louis. (Another special episode narrated by Louis.)
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Conor has caught Ollie bending over, his fingers pushed into his arse. Ollie is feeling horny, his arsehole itching to be fucked. Conor cock hardens, desperate to fuck a hole, any hole. They have been best friends for years, but nothing like this has ever happened before. But Conor’s brother catches them.
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Dad calls the family for a discussion about the name of Ollie’s business; he feels ‘Odd Job Ollie’ doesn’t sound right if he joins. Ollie bristles at the thought and fears that his father is taking over already, but he agrees to think about it. In the afternoon, he joins Conor and helps him fix up some flat-pack furniture that he is struggling with.
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Ollie thinks that it is time to decide if he and his father can work together, or more specifically, if his Dad can work for him. But there is one obstacle to agreeing on a formal partnership: his Dad’s reluctance to be naked. Ollie takes his father to the Cockaigne Hotel, where they borrow a conference room, and he makes his father prove his commitment to the business.
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Louis and Ollie have an open and honest conversation about what happened that morning. Louis isn’t happy with what happened and feels guilty for not having better self-control. Ollie opens up to Louis about the time he lost his virginity.
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Authors Note: This story comes from my youth. In 1977, I was seventeen, an isolated gay boy in a straight man’s world, and painfully lonely. My only human connections came from older men I met at a popular cruising site in a nearby park; men who wanted something, just never anything personal.
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Ollie is called to the Cremaster Freedom Resort. He promised Louis that he could help him again, but Louis found himself distracted by the young twins who dragged him to the lake to play. Ollie watches as his brother enjoys himself. As the youngsters come to shore to rest, Ollie is surprised that his brother doesn’t reject the twins’ advances.
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Rob is let go from his bartending job when he turns 60. Feeling that there is no future ahead of him, he calls his friend and discovers life does not end at sixty and he has more talents that mixing cocktails.
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The court case nears. Ollie is not sleeping. One night, Louis wakes him up; Ollie is screaming in his sleep and sweating profusely. On the night before the trial, Ollie can’t settle and watches Louis as he sleeps. During the trial, Ollie finally sees the two men who tried to kill him.
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After working at ‘Vos de Vos’, Ollie meets up with Ewan. A passionate reunion ensues, and as they lie in bed together, Ollie opens up about his fears in giving evidence at the trial of the men who tried to murder him.